wenn du fest genug an etwas
glaubst, wer will schon
sagen, ob es real ist,
i used to understand happy.
i know, that i used to be happy.
i was really happy.
i'm unhappy now and i can't remember what it's like to be happy.
i only remember ...
...i don't remember.
i remember being happy only in comparison to not being happy, which is what i am now.
it's only after we've lost everything, that we are free to do anything.